I like when I feel THIS happy. But it gets me a little bit nervous just because, it doesn't tend to last to long.

I feel unstoppable, and powerful, full of energy and optimism. I feel I can do anything I want, and GET everything I need. It's might be a shame that actually that's not the reality. But fuck it! Today I DO FEEL I CAN. I wish thats how I felt everyday. 

Man, if I just had a little bit more of money, JUST a little bit more. C'mon, like, winning the lottery or, I don't know, something!

Either way, I hope this last, it's a little bit overwhelming to know that you are the only responsible for the consecuences you get in your life. YOU are the player, YOU get some cards that life, or destiny/fate or luck (whatever you wanna call it) gives you, so YOU decide what YOU want to do with them, YOU plan the strategy you are gonna play to get a result. Your life, then, IS the result of all this past decision you've made over the years with  the card that were given to you. Butterfly effect? Well, yes.